Saturday 29 March 2014

it's over, close the book and move on

i told him.. WOHOOOOOO
ini kemajuan pesat banget buat gw yang penakut
udah terlalu banyak banyak masalah yang numpuk, otak gw udah rada eror juga kali, so lets all burn aja sekalian..

i just said to him "gw sayang banget sama lo" dan setelah pertanyaan-pertanyaan ga jelas, dan makin ngaco he said "ok vin, it's okay kok, we're still friend and lets go do anoher foolish things together again"

selesai, pertanyaan gw selesai semua, thats it
lega? ntahlah
sedih? ga juga
just like half of my part is gone but feels nothing
deg-degan ga jelas setiap waktu
masa-masa gw nangis buat dia udah selesai
mungkin gw udah lebih dari lelah
dan sekarang waktunya tutup buku..

the earth still move, and i have to move on..

Wednesday 5 March 2014

that fell

i miss all of us
i miss your smile
i miss how your laugh
i miss our chat yang ngebahas apa pun ga penting
i miss when you give me link YouTube of jazz
i miss your eyes
i miss your sound when you said "vina! vina!"
i miss how you pull my bag down
i miss when my phone rang and i know it was you
i miss how you ask about assignment to me
i miss when you texted me "tidur nak, wes bengi"
i miss when you texted me "goodnight mbakyu"
i miss our time in chemistry
i miss the old us